Have you ever noticed that when you do affirmations, go up in Theta and command and even, dare I say it, have a reading (with me of course ) that after you do all this good stuff something very strange happens within about 24 hours? Yes, the doubt kicks in.
The doubting part of us is linked in to our left brain, the part of us that helps us to make sense of our three dimensional world and thinks in a linear and logical fashion. Its job is to keep the body safe and it does a good job of that. However, when it comes to allowing us to believe something different, it kicks in and screams all the way.
The doubter will say things like "oh, she's just saying what I want to hear" (how could I know that??). "It would be really nice to have xyz, but I haven't achieved it yet (based on past performance), so it's unlikely to happen." Or "well that journey to theta was nice but I didn't really get anything" and so on. You get the idea. And we've all been there and done it. Or, how about this one "I know what I want and I know just how to get it". Ouch!
The trouble with all these things that we are told by this part of us is that it has a very limited view of life. It is not called the left side of the brain for nothing (and not just because it is on that side of us). It really should be called the left-behind-side of the brain, because it has a very small capacity to create a new life for us. There is no capacity for creativity within it, there is no trusting that something better can happen. It can only deal with the past and the probably future based on the past. It never lives in the Now, which is the only real place we have to live.
Imagine for a moment that you have one of those special times when you have an experience of the reverence and sacredness of life. We have all had them, whether we've acknowledged it or not. These are the times when we are more in touch with the Divine within us, our Soul if you will. It too lives in the now and IS the part of us that is sacred and Divine.
Until we get to the place within us where we can believe the possibilities we are shown from our soul, or greater capacity, if you prefer, we will never believe that the future can be different from the past. We actually have to surrender to the Divine part of us which has a much bigger picture of what is possible for us, and then we have to Trust that it knows better than our limited mind.
We have to get out of our own way by surrendering and trusting that there is a greater part of us that has a more wonderful view of what's possible for us. A part which, when we command in theta, or which we contact in the Akashic Records, is ready and willing and quite able to fulfill our desires and commands for this life.
The All That Is, which as a soul we are part of, hasn't put us down here on earth to suffer. What would be the real point to that? It has put us here to learn to experience Itself through us, through our lives and through our experiences. And because we are part of That which IS, we too have greater capabilities, talents, and abilities than we could ever dream of. But sometimes it takes a little while for things to manifest or create because we have the dual filters of time and space to ensure that what we say we want, we really want. It gives us the time to change our mind if we feel that we might like to tweak our desires or creations, or even change them altogether.
So until we learn to surrender to a higher possibility, a greater good, if you will, and trust that what we have been given or commanded on will come to pass in due course (and that is never up to us despite our little spoilt child who stamps their foot and says I want it NOW!) we just have to keep faith that what we want is possible, then eventually it will happen. I promise you.